today...

Today I felt....
discouraged
hurt
upset
what's the use
why do I even try
hopeless
bitter
anger
struggle
revenge
dejected
weak
disappointed
fail
suffering
tears running down my face

Then I stopped and said a prayer....

Suddenly I felt:

thankfulness
gratitude
comfort
compassion
faith
grace
peace
freedom
unity
salvation
hope
love
the cross
happiness
joy
obedience

"Be imitators of God, therefore, as dearly loved children and live a life of love, just as Christ loved us and gave himself up for us as a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God." Epeshians 5:1-2

This is so hard sometimes.